Monday:
I was feeling down throughout Monday afternoon..
but i soon realised that life is short, and it's not worth it for me to be sad..
I distracted myself by talking and chatting with friends..
Hui Ting gave me hugs as support..
I would like to say "thanks" to you guys for being so caring towards me..
I regained my usual mood after recess time in school..

Tuesday:
After reaching school, chatted lots with Li Ming, facing the field..
Quite happy throughout the day..
Except about events that happened later on..
I had tuition after school.. which is situated near sunshine farlim..
so.. i followed huiting home..
we took pics on the bus but every of them were blurred.. T_________T
later on, li jun n jing wen told us about the tweety.
[I hate tweeties..]
as they were talking abt her,
tht tweety suddenly approached me and asked lots of dumb ques..
she tried to befriended me in a "friendly" way...
but i was so shocked as my hp and comb are just on my lap..
[jingwen and li jun told me tht she was vry bad..
and all of her classmates were being demerit by her..swt.. i
wonder.. "r u being tooooo responsible???!!!!"]
and felt a strong sense of disgust towards her..
she even asked me my school no. and i dono y i was so stupid to tell her..
i might say tht she's a bit hiao.. she sighed when i dono who is she.. please..
who will ever wana know u, aunty?
lijun and jingwen distracted her after that.. and by tht time.. i got off the bus..
I felt tht i'm so stupid after that.. at winnie yap's class..
i am starting to dislike her teachings.. dono y

Wednesday morning:
Civic class..
I was preparing for my lisan when chew chie asked me whether i wana go for class d anot..
Went to b8 together with her..
We don't really talk much.. Mostly because of insufficient time..
But she's really someone nice.. =]
huiting prepared cookies for me and yihying.. cookies with brown sugar. Yummy..
After having my lunch with them, met up liming in the dentistry room..
it was a boring day..

Friday:
Woke up early.. Around 7.15am after having a bad dream..
Cycled to Fern's house..
There was a lot of cars... I tried to becareful while cycling..
But then, a motorbike suddenly drove past me..
I was shocked and I stopped my bicycle by braking..
But crash on to a Kelisa instead.. haihx.. I did not get injured, but my legs hurt..
After then, I nearly got bang by a Gen II.. stupid me..
Reached Lavinia soon after that.. I felt hard to breathe all in a sudden.
While i'm in the lift, i saw "stars"..
The lift's door opened at the 9th floor and i went out to sit at the stairs for some air..
I was pale when i reached Fern's house.. I nearly fainted after that..
And i even vomited..
I sweat a lot and my whole body was wet i guess... It was so horrible..
Fern said tht i mayb having low blood pressure.. I don't know..
Cos mostly the food i ate is not really healthy.. And i don't really eat meat u see..
So i maybe lacking some kind of nutrients in my body..
or maybe.. as Fern said.. I'm facing stress..

I really appreciated what Fern told me..
It was really helpful..
I should be the one taking care of myself from now onwards..
cos nobody will be helping me about tht..
No matter what stress or problems i am facing, i need to find my own solutions to cope with it..
And.. about my health..
I think i should go for a check up or something..
I don't think i'm that strong already after the operation..
I became weak.. and eventually... no strength..
I hate that.. I love outdoor activities.. but now i use to get tired vry easily.. sobx..
She told me to eat an egg daily..
to provide myself with proteins..
also, to take some multi vitamins and iron pills...

Guess i'm not going to school again today..

Cousin Shang was confirmed to be having MS.. (a kind of rare disease)

She had not been to school since a week ago..
It's vry pityful as there's a risk that she maybe handicapped..
She will not recover anymore..
I know how boring it is to be in the hospital for so long..
without having friends..
without entertainment and leisure..
But for now i still can't visit her yet.. cos my body is still very weak..
I may get sick if i go to the hospital.. and btw, it was the place where grandma died..
I hope that she'll be toug to face that in life.. although that will be hard..
Gambateh..