Tuesday, June 16

Yay,
Tuesday again..
We have a new physics teacher..
She has that kinda birdy look and walks like a penguin..
And finally, i don't need to sit with hello kitty anymore..!
During the whole period, we kept laughing about the penguin
plus playing with Y's keroro keychain..

Recess, eunice told me that she wouldn't go gp with me alr..
Reason?
She said that chia chiu disallowed her to go there..
and if she does, chia chiu will get angry..
Gahhh, i'm alr very disappointed with you guys..
Especially that "someone"..
I requested for 9 person to acc me to kim gary..
but then? 5 rejected..
I don't need to mention who are they..
Okay, probably you guys busy or something,
i can accept that..
but her..
i'm so damn kek sim when i think of you kay!
YC, do you actually treat me as your friend?
And do you know why did i invited you?
Do you know??! Cos you're important to me!
Ask yourself, how long have we've been knw-ing each other?
Since form 1..
Have you seen me being angry with you before? NO!
I supported you all these while no matter what you do..
You've sort of been possessed by her or something..
And when you're with her, i'm like transparent..
Are good friends meant to be like this..?
If you're me, how would you feel?! Happy? Excited?
You've left me too many times..
And I really don't expect much
All I want is 1 and a half hour from you..
And you can't make it because of her..
I begged you about that, but changed my mind
because it's like forcing people to do what i want.
"You truly disappoint me
and this is NOT the 1st time.."

Afterall,
I guess i'm too ke gao for organising this whole thing..
I felt like a dumbdumb and hurt myself!It really HURTS!
Birthday isn't something that I need to beg ppl for..

School dismissed and I went to find yuchiou..
Ha! She looks really boyish with her new hairstyle,
but it suites her face actually..
100% NICE

Went to the canteen and chat with some friends.
Chailing finally stayed, thanks to Jlan.
Waited for leemei's civic class to end,
and also, found 2 more peoples to join us.
Eeling and Chern Min.
When i asked Eeling,
she gave me her ans in less than 10 mins.
and OMG, i'm so damn touched.
cos i don need to BEG!

Reached Gurney.
Everyone felt like vomiting because of the circling.
Saw Chian cenn and Lyn Jen there..

Mok said,
"Hey, that's the person that i saw in Asia Cafe"
"Why didn't you say hi to her? She's yr classmate."

I replied,
"Huh..? I don't know her.."
"OMG.. she's not my classmate..
duh, my classmate is yunyan la! Wrong people"
and, very wrong indeed.. HAHAHAHAHA

Lunched in kim gary.
Got to know about someting new,
the guy,
SORA

[inside joke]

Back to school with mok's car.
We were alr 10 mins late. Joined peiqi for volleyball
but indeed i'm unhappy during rumah..
Cos somebody side her. But i guess no one knows.
She started telling me stories abt both of them
and my blood started to boil.
WTF

House practice ended.
I was the last one and i was alone.
Carrying the stupid volleyball fish net. Argh..
And on the way, guess what i saw? TWO FIGURES..
~fine, 有缘~

I felt like crying when i walked out of the corridor..
It made me feel so bo lor iong..
I realised that i didn't have any place in their hearts..
but i'm still grateful, cos i owned genuine friendships also..
Met up mok and went to goodall to clean up myself..
Then went to 7 eleven for drinks and ice creams..
=)
Zhiwei and Eunice joined us..
but mok did the talking..

Then,
later on when i found out that i lost my Nike bottle..
I was like "damn it.. sh*t!" and went hysterical..
It was my fav bottle and i lost it.
I used it for 4 months only k?! I walked all places,
searched for it like someone mad..
but still couldn't find it..
I wonder who was so cheap to steal it..
It was alr scratched all over
and there's also my chinese name on it..

They were sitting there.
Under the glow, like people doing "skin tanning".
And then, I saw her smile, which made me furious.
As if i've been cheated. I went into the mok's car..
then cried..
Cried because of tension..
I don't pledge for people's sympathy..
certainly not like her.
no wonder winnie scolded her bitch..
cos she's such an introvert and also, BITCHY..

Reached home on 8pm
and finally i'm able to smile..

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