Saturday, August 16

First day of holiday..!
yooHoo..
i was kinda down since the morning..
cos i was so slow like a turtle and mom got fed up of me..
and started the nagging..
Then when she realised that she forgot to bring her hp..
things got worst in the car..
haix..

By the time i walked inside the school..
I was already vry moody..
Went to find lee mei to lend her my tugasan harian..
vry happy to see her, although we had not seen each other for just 2 days..
miss her nia.
=)
and she saw my hairstyle!
haha...
It was a little weird in the beginning but then i fell in love with it..
I don mind having short hair.. as long as it's nice..
Thanks to Edmund for trimming my hair for me.

The sms i received really hurts me a lot..
I guess i'm just being too emo..
I felt so bad and bey kam buan.
When i'm in the hall watching drama..
I could not concentrate at all..
I could do nothing.. cos i didn't wana siasui myself..
It was not yr fault.. and I knew it..
but... I js couldn't withstand the pressure and started dripping my tears in the dark..
right beside u..
i keep wiping and wiping as the tears rolled down..
and..
Good thing u did not realise it..
I did not cry hard..
cos it will certainly spoil my image..
I just ignored everything u said and remained steady..
All wana do is..
whenever u turned to me..
no matter i'm sad or happy..
i'll show u my happy face.. or js a simple smile..
I did not talk much cos part of me was already in the melancholic state..

Thanks for hurting me..
It made me tougher..

Happy to see something tht originated from the longkang when i was down..
I dreamt of a bunch of mice yesterday nite.. wonder y.
"funny"~

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