When i woke up today, what i felt was like..

a knife piercing through my heart.

The pain was unbearable.

I wonder why did that happened, anyway.

Then the whole afternoon itself, was boring enough. 

I felt as if i were to die staying any longer at home.

Eclipse is what i got. And i ran through the pages.

But somehow. It got me crazy and i snapped the book shut.

So evening. Since Jeff was reluctant to follow me out.

I decided to go out alone. Despite the rain.

To where? Queensbay. For what? A packet of 2kg Milo.

Sounds so stupid huh.

Yeah. It's really stupid. And i'm really dumb.

But i was dying to go out. Cos i was suffocating already.

Parked outside Queens. 

And walked quite a distance to it.

Spent 2 hours in there. Carrying that stupid milo.

With my hands shaking. It's really heavy.

And it made me look dumb.

But at least, i got what i wanted. And went home.