Hell yeah i'm sad.

Sad but in a very good mood. Lifeless, eh?
I guess nobody will understand how i feel for this..
I don't wanna talk about it, cos it's fcuking irritating to bring it up.
All i need a big big big bear hug and a hankie.
But that was yesterday afternoon lah. Just a brief sec.
And teddy bear's there for the standby!
Catch me when i die. Oh yes!
=)

I just wanted this year to be different.
I just wanted you to be happy. So badly.
But it's not good enough.
And everything equals to cow dung. Moo.
Efforts' nothing. The plans, the drafts, the wishlists.

I'm disappointed,
not because of what i did turn zero.
I'm disappointed,
not because you're upset again.
I'm disappointed,
because i'm too short i couldn't reach your heart.
I'm disappointed,
because i still thought i could be the only one.
I'm so innocent I epic failed kao kao.
Everyone would go HAHAHA.

And i'm disappointed,
cos whenever i look at you, teary eyed,
I knew, that I'm so gonna miss you but
you won't feel it so much like the way i do.
After all, who would even wanna just take this seriously?