Read this, W

Dear bloggie,

I've no idea how to fix this mess.

Even if I did, I don't think I could gain trust.

I did the most stupid thing ever, just because I wanna hurt no one.

I was given the chance to explain for myself, but I ditched it.

I was given the chance to tell the truth, but I still lied.

And yeah, I screwed up in the end because of my ownself.

I deserved it though, and I don't know what to do.

Can someone please tell me what the hell am I thinking?

I had choices. I made them. I know what I want.

But I still cheated, and I broke my promise because I'm scared.

I cheated verbally. I hurt someone dear to me.

Which is the fact that I hate myself for the most.

It came back popping, bouncing back at me hard. 

Guess that's what called impact.

I'm truly sorry.
I really am.