4am

Never once I thought college life would be so complicated.

I woke up yesterday morning at 4am.

Did my assignments. Two A4 sized sketches for furniture design.

Equator's been pushing us hard on sketches lately. 

It does help but it irritates me to even hold my pencil to sketch sometimes.

My sketches are improving real fast, thanks to the school. *roll eyes*

But my CAD workkkkkk....

Fuck

And as usual. Dramas in college.

This time, Yuki and Bee Chin.

I've totally had enough of losing friends!

Or trusting people that I knew I shouldn't.

I bet Yikting feels even worst than I do, right now.

So siennnnnn with college, really. 

Everyone's competing. 

勾心斗角

But going through all these hard times made me realise...

I'm not completely alone. I saw who my friends are...

And it doesn't necessarily have to be my awful interior classmates.

After all, I still have friends. They could be in Aussie right now, or even UK... anywhere in the world.

It doesn't matter, as long as they're all inside my heart.

What's more? I have a family and a cutie pie.

I should be grateful instead of complaining.

And seriously...

It's been almost one whole year..

But I can't believe I still couldn't let go of all those hatred towards that girl.

Why can't I just forgive, and move on?

Those shits, they still haunt me sometimes.

And I dont like it.