Monday, April 5

Today's monday. And i chose, to drive.
Cos the first thing is, mom's not working.
I just felt like getting out of this house asap.

So around 12pm, got the keys, went out.
I didn't know why, but i banged a car, again.
But thank god there wasn't even a scratch on that Matrix.
Almost went crazy when i continued driving.
Don't know why i was so distracted. Again.
I wanted to slap and yell at myself.
But ended up breaking down.

Drove to Penang Hill.
Picked up Yeezin and Wansing to Dog'rus.
I had nothing to do and i guess probably 
this could be how i spent my time.
Golden retriever's pups.
See. Yeezin got her Tebby.
And she was so excited with that.
Tebby
A mix of Silky Terrier and Shih Tzu
Hang fuk huh you.
All you need to do is just point
and you can get what you want from your beloved. I envy that
There were Pugs too. Running around the shop.
This one was the one i sayang lah. 
I wasn't feeling so great that time. Haihs.
Wish i got something to cuddle whenever i'm feeling bad.
=) Tebbbbby.

I was hungry.
All i had was only a cup of milo this morning.
So again, drove them to Coffee Island and missed to turn.
What the fark. What the fark. What the faaaaark.
Something's really wrong with my eyes lo. Gah!
Cute huh. I'm gonna order this next time.
And thanks for the treat!

Left early and drove to gurney.
* Parked and sighed *
My fault again. 
Just because a simple IMY as the reason.

Phoned yeou ching and walked to Mng. 
Suzhen bought herself a pair of sun glasses.
And then. Topshop!
Saw Ee wei over there, said hi... =)

Then Breeks.
Yit Kooi's mini birthday eve party.
Was quiet throughout the entire process.
Partially was because i didn't know any of them well.
And. It's not like i didn't wanna mix around or what.
I was uneasy. But I did smile. At least.
After lunch, they went to kiakia.

Yeouching and Suzhen were in Paradise that time.
And she asked me whether i could drop her home.
So sorry Meen. I couldn't make it to see you. ='(
I told myself everything's gonna be fine.
Just focus and go to the beach.
Focus.
From far, I was relieved to see both of them.
As if it was a comfort or something.
I love my old friends a lot. 
At least it's easier for me to be myself.
What an eyesore for me.
Take batu throw you er! Ugh. Ss-couple.
Walking towards the seabed.
I look really fragile huh.
Once broken considered sold.
And sadly, it's already broken.
The chabos
Taken by c903. Yoohoo~
Suzhen really changed a lot btw.
Me.

I realised one thing.
We were actually.. watching sunset unknowingly.
And then it rained and we hurried to the car.
Hahaha. It was the first time i drove without shoes on.
And i think the cam caught me dashing across red light.
So sorry. rm300's gonna fly away again.
Waited with both of the chabos in the car.
We went to Penang Hill's kaki bukit.
And their daddies came fetching them home there.

I missed the turn at penang hill and had to go home.
So sorry that i did so much damage.
Goodbye*

Sunday, April 4

Woke up on 7 for Cheng Beng.
Listened to mom babbling non stop again.
Ish. Is 7am really so lateeeeeeeee?!
Drove over to Bkt Mertajam for Dim Sum.
And that Uncle Kent showing his black face again, at me.
Like what the fark. Did my best to rush over for breakfast okay.
And eh. I wasn't okay last night, I slept at 3.30am.

Like usual. Kelvin stick with me.
No more awkwardness between us.
I just decided that it is really time to forgive him.
Granny's.
Sea shells to prevent those papers from flying.
Yes. This is me. 
with a Sony DSLR
The k-daddy and Kenneth.
The pak chi face.
Went for ice cream after cheng beng.
Got myself a batang of traffic light.
And then back to grandpa's house.
Spent my time with both Kelvin and Kenneth.
Worst is i needed a 11 year old to teach me Cantonese. Ugh.

After that, went to AMC.
Cooking Demo with Chef Andrew Kow.
Totally in love with that whole thing.
Except for the fact that.. the doctor's really a kapster.
Daa*  
The kapster is in green.
Signing the autograph. Wahaha.

And we got to eat what he cooked.
Everything was nyonya. And everything tasted awesome.
And mom went over to talk with him. Friendly guy. Heh.

Got myself a AMC table knife for lucky draw
Cos i was like.. so lucky today!

Everything got me distracted lah today.
I didn't think of anything. Except for the food.
But things were actually just worst, and i couldn't help.
Shed those stupid fluids. Again.

Saturday, April 3

When i woke up today, what i felt was like..
a knife piercing through my heart.
The pain was unbearable.
I wonder why did that happened, anyway.

Then the whole afternoon itself, was boring enough. 
I felt as if i were to die staying any longer at home.
Eclipse is what i got. And i ran through the pages.
But somehow. It got me crazy and i snapped the book shut.

So evening. Since Jeff was reluctant to follow me out.
I decided to go out alone. Despite the rain.
To where? Queensbay. For what? A packet of 2kg Milo.
Sounds so stupid huh.
Yeah. It's really stupid. And i'm really dumb.
But i was dying to go out. Cos i was suffocating already.

Parked outside Queens. 
And walked quite a distance to it.
Spent 2 hours in there. Carrying that stupid milo.
With my hands shaking. It's really heavy.
And it made me look dumb.
But at least, i got what i wanted. And went home.

Friday, April 2

Morning. I was bored. Eclipse doesn't help. 
In fact, i got nervous looking at the clock.
And there, i was speaking to Yeou Ching through phone.
She told me she's going gurney, with Ee wei.
So.. ugh, why not? 
But little did i know. I troubled someone.

On my way to Kim Gary,
saw Whooi meen's mummy and Chuan.
She's excited about this Sun. Wm's gonna return!
Then Kim Gary. Both of them were already eating.
And i ordered something light.
Fries and Apple Snow Mountain.
The Fries didn't taste good.
And i just left my food there lah.
Then. GSC.
Joined the girls for The clash of Titans.
Nice movie lah though, i need to sit alone.
Haha. Some awkward people rather left
their seats empty beside them instead of letting me.
Cuckoo minded punya.

The movie, haha.
Somehow wasn't touching at all.
But boy, ask my eyes why lah.
They just went watery. And tears rolling down.

Movie ended. We wandered around.
Took my watch for repair.
Went to Fourskin and saw this.
Finally found them!
I want one for my birthday.

And around 5.30pm, time to go.
Thanks for dropping me at 7eleven.
I got myself some Shandy. Sat there, as usual.
Somewhat, i don't know why.
Everything seemed so much familiar.

Back in 06, i was here with Eunice.
Chailing came over and we went feeding Kiko.
Back in 07, my all time fav spot.
Back in 08, this was where i was always alone.
Back in 09, i was here, with some buds.
And in the present, 10.
I'm still here. Again.
Looking as dumb as usual.
Feeling defeated. Ugh.

Swapped off everything when i saw Yong wei's dad.
Went over, said hello then started talking to him.
He asked me if i wanna eat burger.
And i just couldn't believe lah.
I actually got up to 8833.
Waited for Joyce and to surprise her.
She was the last one up the bus and when she saw me,
she was like... “Ahhhhh.. 我的明俐!”
Hahaha, long time no see.
Watched 海派甜心 on the way home.

Thursday, April 1

x April fool

*Boom*
Thanks to me.
For not concentrating.
Mr Pink and his son. They ate daddy's rm200.
And spot that one in black. It's Wen Hui.