There's no fun in a perfect life.

Sunday, January 9

Yanlis's 19th birthday

Last year, we planned to fail and failed to plan

But this year? That's so not gonna happen again.

Happenings at Azuma.

Here comes the food!

The birthday cake!

Gah, laicheng critisized everything I chose today.
Does it actually looks like a wedding cake?

No?

Okay okay, I admit I love how to cake looks like.

The one who just turned a year older than us.

That's how the day ended, and..

Happy Birthday Eve, girl.

Volcano eruption

I cannot sleep!

Ugh.

Im like, so stressed lately.

But I don't know what I'm stressed a about.

Sometimes I wonder if every decisions I made were even right.

I mean, A LOT OF THINGS CHANGED.

From 2010 to 2011, I'VE BEEN SO EMO!

Money.

Yes, money. It's driving me mad.

Im so sick of having no proper lunch and dinner everyday.

I feel so sad having to live like this, while others have daddies

booming their lives unexpected events, lay flags on the land of Europes,

eating whatever shits they want, buying them LVs and Burberry.

Daddy, I know it's all because of me, why we've no proper meals.

And mommy, I know you'd shower me with Burberry-s, if you've the spending power.

You guys, LOVE me. And i LOVE you guys.

I tried not to compare but godddddddd! I can't.

Every morning I wake up telling myself

"Chanmingli, if you ain't gonna be rich in the future, you fcuk shits go die"

"Your dreams of collecting those brandy designer bags, fcuk shits not gonna happen."

WHY?!

Because I see fcuk shits and I turned into the green eyed monster.

Family.

... why on earth?

Why I've Kelvin in my family tree? He just fcuking humiliated our tree.

And why on earth Andrew constantly requests for hot chicccks.

Couldn't he just go grab himself, rather than asking?

College.

I REGRET TO STAY IN PENANG.

I REGRET.

IT'S BETTER TO START OVER,

AT SOME PLACE WHERE NOBODY KNOWS YOU.

But back then I couldn't.

I was so badly wounded I need everyone here to love me.

Now I realised how badly I once wanted to leave this little island.

I made A RIGHT CHOICE, and then A WRONG CHOICE.

It's lousy, and I swear that if I had the chance to choose again.

It WOULDN'T BE HERE.

The only thing is that,

I made new friends, and okay lah, I love my classmates.

Complications.

I hate myself at times.

Sometimes I find that Im totally not simple.

And I don't want anyone to read me when I'm emo.

I prefer wearing a mask and smile though I hate it.

You'd never know me.

Relationships.

It's never been smooth.

You'd see cross roads everywhere.

And seriously, sometimes, idk what to do.

Like now.

Gossips.

Whether you wanna say that I'm bitchy I'm cheap or I'm dumb.

I don't give a damn, because I'm a mirror, a reflector

and you're what you say.

*Meen and Jinghan*

Im finally emo enough to post all these over here.

Im actually running away from mentioning it over at the Facebook inbox.

Im just simply not satisfied with life lately, and this is it.

Volcano eruption.

The whole thing may sound as if it's a materialistic post.

Because I couldn't find myself .

I just wanna smile again.

Saturday, January 8

Dying to own one

Know me well,

and you'd realise the 3 brands I'm totally crazy about.

Here come the wishlists:

Gucci Mini Flap French Wallet

Burberry Nova Check Tote.

PRADA # BR3924

Friday, January 7

Mr. Melvin, you just simply read me.

You wondered if I'm troubled while I was drawing.

Yeah, I denied but do you know? I was actually faking.

I overheard your conversation with Jonathan.

And I bet everyone's wondering why as well.

Even myself.

29th,

to go or not to go?

Thursday, January 6

Skipped class.

I coughed the whole night and I got blocked nose.

Woke up at 3pm, had a really late lunch at 5pm, KFC.

And went back home, rest again till nightfall.

Dad didn't know that I was back home already.

He called my phone while I was sleeping,

and asked me to go downstairs for dinner.

Wednesday, January 5

Goooooooooooood morning!

I was sleepless the other night, watching drama series on AOD.

But thankgod Vincent's such a nice guy, he gave us a really long break.

And I ended up sleeping on Jiaki's bed in Burmahtel for the rest of the time.

A big thankyou to Jason and Raymond for fetching me though.

To and fro.

After class we had a tea in Gurney.

Again, I ate another piece of something from Hot n' Roll.

Got ourselves 3 cute little herbal eggs and quenched our thirst with Pina Colada.

Too bad, no Rapunzel today!

aww.

Dine at Blue Reef Fish&Chips at Straits Quay

with Singyee Cyn Jessica Vivi Jiong Chianwei and Wanyi.

SoJu plan failed.

So we headed for snow beer, at Church St. Cafe.

Played cards and played pool.

Tuesday, January 4

Early of this morning, 6am.

The BMW dropped by and kidnapped me.

And then upon reaching the destination, dropped dead and snoozed.

The process continued till noon, where we had lunch in Fettes Park.

And then it's time to go for class at coll!

But sadly, it turned out that I went to the wrong place.

Leith street instead of Amoy lane. Wth.

Our English lecturer's Miss Alynn, and I guess she sucks, SHALL I SAY.

The class was being conducted in such a boring way, SHALL I SAY

and everyone of us were almost suffocating while listening to her speech, SHALL I SAY.

Now we know how it feels to miss Chris Choo, SHALL I SAY.

And why are there so many SHALL I SAYs?

It's because, she loves to say.. SHALL I SAY.

And for the entire 2hours, SHALL I SAY,

she SHALL I SAID for like 123456789 times. Fml.

After class, Wanyi and Von picked me up.

And then, we taught Von how to cycle outside the house.

She's almost getting it already, if she's brave enough to take another step forward.

Well, goodluck!

And up next, celebrating Meen's birthday in Gurney.

I was sooooo hungry that I got myself Hot n' Roll before walking into Chicago Rib House.

And we reserved a table for 8, and sat with our backs facing to the main entrance.

Everyone's really nervous,... until Mr Low. brought his girlfriend into the restaurant.

And they sat at a different table. lol.

So I ended up calling Meen, asking where she was and.. tadaa*

WE'RE RIGHT BEHIND YOU!

The surprise kinda failed.

But, we're still glad that we could celebrate with you together.

The Menu

The King

The King's woman

The King's beloved

The King's BIL

and the King's sista

Food, food, food.

And a group picture of 8.

Artistic piece.

Meen's birthday cake from Siew wen.

and pressies from us!

Loo Whooi Meen, Happy 19th birthday!

Im really glad everyone made it, and your good buddy as well.

We all love you.

I left home again after packing up.

Bye.

Monday, January 3

A New Start

Interior Design.

Semester 2.

I woke up late today! 8am!

Quickly packed all my stuffs, dumped them into my bagpack,

made my ownself coffee and stuffed breakfast into my car.

I ate while I drive, I applied sunblock while I drive.

Like always.

9a.m.

I reached, but there's no parking spaces left. Fml.

Wasn't really excited while walking towards the college premises.

Last term wasn't a happy one for me.

Then, at the cafeteria, everyone was there.

Almost everyone had a new haircut.

And I forgot who, Jiaki or Yikting.

They said I looked like Barbie.

O.O

The first lesson started with Presentation technique, by Cp Wong.
That subject sounds a little too tough. WOOHOO!
And, he asked us to buy 17 marker pens and chalks.
17 x RM7.50 = RM127.50
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We went for breakfast, and everyone ended up going back to college wet.
Now I regret wearing white on a rainy day.
It sucks.

After the 1pm lunch it was then, Drawing II.
Say hi to that Filipino guy again, Mr Melvin.
This time we drew the eye, the nose, the ear and the mouth.
It's like a little hint that Portraiture drawing's soon, coming.
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Class ended at 4.30pm
and again I dropped by Straits Quay.
I know I'm gonna stop coming here after a few more weeks.