That pig. She slept more than 13 hours.

And she skipped today's classes.

Saw her on msn and just decided to go over.

So, got mom's car and drove to her house.

Took me 40 mins to reach.

The house

Went to Youth Park with her before dinner.

and for dinner we went to our same old place.

Northam Beach Cafe to eat something cheesey.

Nanana. And it was already 9, time to leave the North.

Haha. someone escorted me home.

And used the viper to Bye bye to me. 

Chubi sangat. Awww.

I just simply love you so much...

Have been wanting to watch this.

2 things i needed, badly.

1# My personal laptop.

2# My own DSLR.

And for extra?

A sudden need of Ipod/Iphone.
Either one. I'll need it very very soon.

Wanyi came over.

Makan Tomyam. Ish. Boohoo chiak.

Isn't even comparable to that PAMA's.

And after that, daddy came home, she went for class.

It was more than an hour later when Yuwen popped in.

She actually.. POPPED in my living room. Without a sound. 

And as promised lah, I accompanied her to shop for Ivan's big day.

JEFFERSON

GIORDANO

Bluek. Simple and Sweet.

Tak tahan dengan dia saja. Planning for Eastin's buffet.

Bought Whipped potato for Wy from KFC

and.. aiyak. She doesn't eat Cheesey one. Too bad.

So, Wen got me home, went into my room a while.

And then handed her a paper bag for tomorrow. Good Luck.

Did a few things after reaching home. And then. 

I just happened to message Yeeying for the contacts.

So.. meet up meet up meet up. 

Queensbay Queensbay Queensbay.

Asked Mr Jeff FAFA along with me since he wanted shopping.

Nyah. And you know what, he got 2 marks for Addmaths. Bingo!

Drove to Queensbay and parked up there. Not bad la my parking.

1cm from banging the carpark wall. 

And senget one side for the first attempt.

Daa*

The way Yeeying wrapped it. 

Colour cons.

Met Rinako there too.

=.=

And daa*

The guy who enjoyed shopping and buying.

Jeff FAFA

Okay lah. I saw a lot of things in Queens.

Which made me drool and crave for.

Clothes la, bags la, you name it.

But sad to say, i'm broke!

It's not like last year, when i can spend without hesitation.

It's really really really different now! Without pocket money.

I feel the sudden urge to take up any job.

Cos i need $$$$$$

Seeee this?!

Seeeeeeeeeeeeee this?!!!!

It

is

really

PAIN

for

me

to

NOT 

buy

ANYTHING

Ishhhh!

Anyway. That Jeff FAFA was kind.

He knew that I'm broke, and he treated me Yogurt from J.co.

He likes the yogurt.

Toppings oh toppings!

Speed home

120 120 120 120 120

And again. Not bad lah my parking.

Mom's flower pot nearly went Bye-bye.

Monday.

Yoohoo. Wanyi dismissed early.

I was still in bed when she called.

Haha. Maths class cancelled!

Which means? She's coming over early. Yay.

And and. She had pasta for lunch again.

Had been really a long time since i cooked pasta.

Really missed it. The cheese, the everything.

But too bad, i'm really outta button mushroom.

We both, very hiong eh mushroom consumers.

She fell asleep when i cook. =.=

And then, yes.

She brought me to J.co

Nyahahaha. Where i had my yogurt.

And it's where we viewed those messages together.

It feels awkward to look at those things we once typed.

But gaaah. Haha. Everything started with those.

Thankyou Facebook. 

There are sometimes, 

tiny little things i want you to look at,

which are meaningful enough for a lifetime.

And yes, i chose to walk with you.

I'm in my room, again.

And ever since i moved in, i was like..

so attached to this place. Especially nowadays.

I spend about 90% of my day in here now.

Being lifeless.

I had been writing and then deleting what i wrote.

I really wish i could write down my feelings here lah.

But i just.. can't.

Alright. I miss high school.

And i miss my times over there.

I love my friends, though they're not like..

very very very great or very very very cool

I'm just lucky and happy to have them as part of my life

The important thing to me is their inside, not the outside.

Yalah, i've been asking too much once.

So it's better off to appreciate what's around.

Rather than, craving for illusionary perfect friends.

Well. Some seem bullshit to people. I admit that.

Yeah bullshit do piss me off sometimes.

But at least, bullshit might just

turn to zero-bullshitness sometimes and

stand up for you when you're really fcuking bullshit.

So, bullshit can be your friend too. LMAO.

Okay la. Then about me.

I'm totally. so not perfect. 

The first thing is about my self esteem.

I care a lot about how people think about me

and yes, that's partially why.. i'm so bad in expressing myself.

Sometimes i just don't get to be myself.

And the second thing is, the shy-ness.

I've been dying to get rid of it.

I mean. Why so shy lah liggy! C'mon.

Show what you've got.

And yes yes!

I'm bad in communicating.

I can't usually express how i feel through words.

Typing or writing down seems more easier to me.

The worst part. Being alone.

Sometimes when i enter my empty house,

i feel... strange. It's like the times when i'm form 4,

waking up to find myself being alone.

Cooked my breakfast alone, lunch alone.

I have a problem with that. It's my fear.

But it's really different if i've my family in the house,

then i'm in the room alone. Things would be way diff.

But.. I just hope that i would change la. 

Into a better person or something.

Going over to Wanyi's place today. Staying over.

She picked me up after class

and we went for lunch opposite Pcghs.

She had laksa and popiah. Haha. 

4th day already.

And then, back to her house.

Had a very short nap over there.

After waking up, headed to the beach a while.

Sat on the big big rock with her.

Finally i got to the beach.

For dinner.. =)

Something special today? 

Sticks at Qb mall.

And they got Shisha over there. Heh.

Went over to Chingling's place to pick up Wy's keys

And then, back home again.

We watched "Valentine's Day".

Cam a little photos and went to bed. ^^

Ish. Long fringe

Haha. She claims to be cute here. XD

I really wish that time could just..

stop there and never continue ticking.

5th of March

Thanks for the Esprit. ^^

Nyahahaha.

Before my phone's batt masuk hospital.

And this.

I wanted to just keep holding on..

It's March 20th now. Exactly 2 months..

异地恋其实也很幸福Something i found meaningful.From Yu ning's bloggie

异地恋其实也很幸福Something i found meaningful.From Yu ning's bloggie

Hmm. Woke up around 9.

And yesh. Couldn't stand the coldness in the room.

Had our breakfast and then headed to Sungei Wang.

Walked and wandered around, finding for that T shirt.

But.. i'm really sorry la, Jeff. No mood for shopping today.

Had our brunch later on. At the place where there's Sheesha.

Gosh. The food? Awful and expensive.

Especially the pattaya. OUEK.

And also the rm9 chicken rice. OUEK.

IKEA

Mom's paradise

She was fascinated with Aunty Irene's

stainless steel dustbin and ought to have one also.

But didn't see it. So she bought some other things instead.

Our whole afternoon was spent there.
And i thought i was about to die.

Cos i'm really really bored.

Bored for not having someone to talk to.

Kampar.

Talking about Kampar,

who's the first person that popped in mind? Jlaaaaaan. 

Okay la, my family and i had dinner in Yau Kee

That place which people sells curry inside the bread.

So she joined us there. And again, i'm very shocked.

VERY SHOCKED WITH HER APPEARANCE.

Well. Jlan's not Jlan anymore. 

She rotated more than 360 degree.

See the power of love? Hahahahaha. It's kinda cool.

But gaah. Mom and dad kept crapping.

Paid no attention to those. XP

Ish. Reached Penang on 12am.

Beh tahan dad who kept speeding.

I begged him to let me drive. So that i can at least try,

what it is like to be more than 120km/h

but he's really suey. He said, NO.

Kenny did a great job yesterday. He made me feel better.

He sensed my fear over something.

Too bad he didn't know what is it.

And of course, no way of letting him know.

What i fear.. is the parting.

is about.. losing someone so dear.

And so toooday,  woke up around 6am.

Pi mana?

 Pi KL. 

Dad and mom are bringing me to Lakeside.

Haha. Still got to say, the campus is really impressive.

Liked it there, especially the kitchens and the restaurants.

There, you see Truffles, Temptations, Tangerine 

and also.. another one, which, i forgot.

I guess i know pretty sure where i'll be going already.

And also.

Met Uncle Low la.

Hello, Mr Accountant.

Daddy's high school bestie.

He had lunch with us near the Hotel.

Shopped with mom in Sunway after that.

Saw this jean made bag from Maple,

which mom scolded me for not buying.

She just.. loved it so much. ==

But i prefer another one from PDI.

Sugar work

Everything seemed so clear in my mind la.

I just came here last December.

And it just made mom asking me non stop,

"Why? How? What Happened?"

I can just.. shake my head.

Back to the Hotel.

Did some talking outside the room for hours.

Even till dad was back. I was still talking. Zz.

Anyway. KL did help. A lot.

What's wrong?

You.. don't feel right. Yeah.

That's what you said.

I don't ask for much.

And when i'm moody?

I want nothing but just a hug.

Taylor's.

So finally you made your decision. Congrats.

Joined Wanyi for dinner at night in Wang Kok.

Haha. Got to sit in the BMW again. So dad was envy.

By the way i really wouldn't wanna care anything.

I wish, i could just.. run away?

Stress is really pouring in me.

I cannot take it.

The courses thing.

Kill me.

TARC TARC TARC

don't like it there

not going there

stop convincing me.

Yuwen came over to see me this morning.

We went to Queensbay. Walked around.

Makan Tako's and also Chicken and Cheese from Hot n Roll.

And yesh, went to Borders. Grab two pieces of Mag.

Went to a silent corner. At least we can talk there.

Then around 2pm. Went to Agilent.

To meet up Ivan. 

HELLO.

=.=

Taylor's no more..

Daddy and mommy,

I love you both very much.

But i'm sorry, i really need to be alone.

Please don't shower me with questions anymore.

Or trying to cheer me up by talking to me.

You both know that nothing helps.

It's gonna be useless,

even if i promise both of you that i'm gonna study hard.

I don't wanna go to Curtin University.

Somewhere in Miri, Sarawak.

Somwhere you find bird nests.

Somewhere where you see, the Niah Caves.

Whatever Loke says, i'm still not going.

Well. The words pierced my heart so deeply.

Did some crapping with Yeou Ching in the morning.

At least she enlightened my mood.

At least, i could.. smile.

Well, she's going to TARC i guess.

Mentioned about her FOSSIL watch from the UK.

And also, about yesterday, some perverted caucasian.

The one thing that almost made me cry,

is the one with the Kalipok head. Touching enough.

Yeah, you're totally right about that.

Wanyi came over around 12.

And my parents got me to Chai Leng Park.

Why? To see Mr Loke. Poor old guy.

I gave him my black face.

And finally.
Thanks for the evening, Yuwen.

I hate choking all those words out.

But i was telling her, that she should be real grateful.

SPM results, OUT.

Woke up around 6am.

And went popping in Yuwen's granny's house.

Yeah. Wen was up, but in her Pjs.

Haha not the first time la though. 

Nobody cares.

We went for breakfast nearby.

And then to the market again.

I was there describing how Carrie's shoes look like.

They look exactly like Chicken skin. Really!

Sent her granma way back up 

and yesh yesh.. we headed to school. 

Our deeply missed, PCGHS.

We were kinda early.

Circled 2 rounds with WS, and nothing changed.

Those xiao mei mei in school were having fund fair.

And.. i got a free cup of orange ice blended to taste.

Later on, Wanyi came.

With a bunch of buddies in the car. ^^

I hopped in and there was a total of 6 of us in the car.

And guess what. Haha. We went merry go round.

I was the driver, and the rest screamed. Gosh.

Got down the car around 10am.

Met up Yeou Ching and also Leemei.

It had been a very long time since i last saw them.

I was half chatting with Leemei when.. we heard people screaming.

Gah. I lost Wanyi in the crowds.

I was just way too short to spot her.

Haha. But Phei Wei was there for me.

And also, De Parfume and my dearest mummy.

After taking the results,

i didnt dare to look at them.

I peeped.. and i saw C+ and a few Bs.

Oh well. I got 6As. Meen also.

And Jinghan the white, she got 10.

Boy, she's lucky.

My babe was unsatisfied with hers. =(

I wanted to cheer her up but,... haihs.

I really did a bad job in that. Sorry.

We went to Coffee Island.

And then back to Wanyi's house.

I could say that i was uber tired.

I really wished for a long long sleep.

But then, we went to Queens. Had lunch in Wang Kok.

And the rest, i didn't wanna elaborate anything here.

I wished that nothing had ever happened.

My heart, broken into pieces.

P.s

Meen Loo and Han.

A great big hug for both of you.

Wednesday. 

A day before the release of SPM.

I was worried for the whole damn morning,

Yit Kooi knew why. But both of us?

Are worried of different different things.

 Wanyi came over before her IT exam.

We had our lunch in Canton Gourmet.

And she drove me to Inti with her. ^^

I'm going to meet up Yuwen there, 

and yesh, ask about the Inti's courses.

Yuwen's really nice la anyway. 

She has been accompanying me a lot.

It took us only 10 mins in the office.

Haha. The office was so cold, i couldn't stand it.

Yuwen drove me to Mc Donalds in Sg Dua.

And Wanyi came finding me later on.

We went to Gurney.

Met up Yvonne and also Yk.

Did what? Sat outside Coffee bean.

Crapped and crapped. And suddenly i was down.

I didn't know why. I was probably worried of the results.

And then and then.. they went outside the cinema to meet up Ying Shan.

And surprisingly, Ching ling was in gurney too.

 From Yit Kooi

Haha. My first time.

For dinner.

Had it in Manila's Place. ^^

With that creamy soup in a round cute bread.

It's nice smacking it you know. Hoho.

Tuesday.

Another day just passed, like that.

Spent my time reading Eclipse these days.

And it's like.. so thick. Ishh.

Had lunch with Wanyi in Domino's, 

after doing nothing at my house.

Then went to Queens' bay.  It was sort of a nice place there.

Nicer if it was not for the hot sun above us.

And and! We saw a dead jelly on the shore.

I was surprised by the rigidness of its body.

Never once I thought that jellies are hard.

Well, we used the wood to poke it. Hahaha.

Nothing much to elaborate.

Brought my babe's w980 home.

Hahaha. It's gonna spend a night with me here. ^^

P.s 

Stop being a slanderer. And..

Stop messing around with my friends.

Talking about all those nonsense.

Why and What's your problem now?! Angry?

So because of that you can do anything you want?

Ruining my reputation everywhere? To everyone?

Including the ones you don't know?

Do you even KNOW who's Hui xian by the way? Rubbish!

Everything i'm doing now, it's non of your business.

Yes, you may feel like you wanna care.

But you're driving me to the cliffs now.

I'm human and i've limits. 

When i say it's over. It's Over.

Don't you ever act pathetic in front of me.

Crying and those. I know you're different behind me.

You're mentally.... SICK!!!

I'm going official here.

Do add me!

ming.lii@hotmail.com

Heh. My babe came over today.

To get her Taylor's booklet.

And hor. She fell asleep again.

But this time on the sofa.

Haha. So as usual. Took her phone.

On the cam. Did some capturing.

Ka chak* ka chak*

Hahahaha.

Then around 1.30pm,

she left for her maths exam in college.

Lalala. So i waited for 3pm to arrive.

My msn was on at the same time.

Cheow ying was excited with the crab stick.

Guess they're coming over to my house soon.

And Cheow ying's gonna be the chef.

I asked her to fry another extra plate for me,

if i'm sad after this thurs. Hahaha. And she said okay.

3pm was here. She came.

Nanana. Crapped and crapped.

Then the ding ding ding* thing. Haihs.

I'm so bad in songs. Kill me please.

Okay. Couldn't upload any photos here.

Cos my w508's batt went to the hospital. 

What a sad thing, right?

Yesterday night was fun?

While that precious of mine was studying,

chatted with my dear triplets. Jinghan and MeenLoo.

And i came out with this! My masterpiece of the night.

The bird shaker. Hahaha.

and oh ya! Itu Joe Thin taught me a new term today.

Pizza Hug! 

Sound nice right? Yeah. Totally.

Didn't feel good yesterday.

And so does today morning.

Mom was in bad mood too, she..

kept discussing the Singapore thing with dad.

And when Wanyi and Yit Kooi arrived,

mom exploded. Isssh. Sia sui nya.

But anyway.

It was a good thing they came. My escape.

We went to Pekaka Square for dim sum.

And Wanyi's uncle treated us. Nyahaha.

Then Pisa. For the Educational fair.

Haahaha. Wanyi's excited with Cilantro.

The name sounds pro huh. Cilantro.

Met some people there, 

including those i hadn't seen in ages.

Haha, Meiyin went.. “死明俐!”

It was really surprising.

She's in Disted now.

Then, the twins. 

Chiachia and Chia tian.

And yesh. Hooi xin.
The one i met almost everytime outside.

But still.. couldn't make up my mind.

Around 2, got Yit Kooi home.

And we went to gurney. Mc Donald's.

Mom called. Threw bombs in my ears again. Ish.

Then went in front of Coffee Bean and sat there.

Yit Kooi came joining us later on. With her sis.

Well then anyway.
Today's not bad. Love it.

Met Ryan today.

That singaporean from At-Sunrice.

Had to admit that my mind's confused now.

I don't know what i want. And..

I tend to develop hatred.

towards whom??

Singapore.

Nokia X3

I hate him.

He got his new phone today.

And this. Is my dad. 

=.=

Friday.

Mom came back early.

Wanyi came over. Pasta. Heh.

And she slept! Like a pig.

Hsc is tiring, really. Haihs.

Then around 2pm.

Got me to Gurney, for w508's batt.

Ishh. Don't wanna eleborate the rest.

P.s I love you

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Mok, is this your kind of entertainment..?

and Ziqi, the ex. Stick to your Jeffrey la. 

You're hiao, wey.

Wanyi came over to fetch me.

and these were what she had for lunch. Heh

We went to Queensbay. To gather.

Triplets met up, after such a long time.

Liggy. Han. Meeny.

Our conversation in Facebook.

Since 24th February.

Met up Jinghan first.

She was waiting for me in Forever 21.

And. Failed to surprise her. 

I went into the wrong loo from Wanyi's.

Then, meeny came, with her Jh. ^^

We went to J.co for yogurt.

Well. I fell in love with the yogurt cos it tasted awesome.

But Wanyi's face twisted when i fed her.

Her expression. Haaha!

Wee.

Han

Hahaha. US.

=(

She didn't wanna take photo because of her hair.

Meen.

Hello meeny. Smileee!

After J.co, we went out of Queensbay for kites.

Our main purpose today. But we went to Borders.

And Wanyi had to go. With Jessica.

Converse.

BORDERS

I like this. A lot.

Found this sweet little corner.

Mummy and I rushed there like crazy.

=)

Avatar.

I like my expression here.

Han's favourite.

Skippy.jon Jones

And this. Vained using Meen's k810i.

Han's pair of shoes.

Didn't think of taking pictures over here.

And.. thank you to my mummy's mummy, for dropping me home.

Let's make another date for kites someday. Shall we?