Monday:
I was feeling down throughout Monday afternoon..
but i soon realised that life is short, and it's not worth it for me to be sad..
I distracted myself by talking and chatting with friends..
Hui Ting gave me hugs as support..
I would like to say "thanks" to you guys for being so caring towards me..
I regained my usual mood after recess time in school..

Tuesday:
After reaching school, chatted lots with Li Ming, facing the field..
Quite happy throughout the day..
Except about events that happened later on..
I had tuition after school.. which is situated near sunshine farlim..
so.. i followed huiting home..
we took pics on the bus but every of them were blurred.. T_________T
later on, li jun n jing wen told us about the tweety.
[I hate tweeties..]
as they were talking abt her,
tht tweety suddenly approached me and asked lots of dumb ques..
she tried to befriended me in a "friendly" way...
but i was so shocked as my hp and comb are just on my lap..
[jingwen and li jun told me tht she was vry bad..
and all of her classmates were being demerit by her..swt.. i
wonder.. "r u being tooooo responsible???!!!!"]
and felt a strong sense of disgust towards her..
she even asked me my school no. and i dono y i was so stupid to tell her..
i might say tht she's a bit hiao.. she sighed when i dono who is she.. please..
who will ever wana know u, aunty?
lijun and jingwen distracted her after that.. and by tht time.. i got off the bus..
I felt tht i'm so stupid after that.. at winnie yap's class..
i am starting to dislike her teachings.. dono y

Wednesday morning:
Civic class..
I was preparing for my lisan when chew chie asked me whether i wana go for class d anot..
Went to b8 together with her..
We don't really talk much.. Mostly because of insufficient time..
But she's really someone nice.. =]
huiting prepared cookies for me and yihying.. cookies with brown sugar. Yummy..
After having my lunch with them, met up liming in the dentistry room..
it was a boring day..

Friday:
Woke up early.. Around 7.15am after having a bad dream..
Cycled to Fern's house..
There was a lot of cars... I tried to becareful while cycling..
But then, a motorbike suddenly drove past me..
I was shocked and I stopped my bicycle by braking..
But crash on to a Kelisa instead.. haihx.. I did not get injured, but my legs hurt..
After then, I nearly got bang by a Gen II.. stupid me..
Reached Lavinia soon after that.. I felt hard to breathe all in a sudden.
While i'm in the lift, i saw "stars"..
The lift's door opened at the 9th floor and i went out to sit at the stairs for some air..
I was pale when i reached Fern's house.. I nearly fainted after that..
And i even vomited..
I sweat a lot and my whole body was wet i guess... It was so horrible..
Fern said tht i mayb having low blood pressure.. I don't know..
Cos mostly the food i ate is not really healthy.. And i don't really eat meat u see..
So i maybe lacking some kind of nutrients in my body..
or maybe.. as Fern said.. I'm facing stress..

I really appreciated what Fern told me..
It was really helpful..
I should be the one taking care of myself from now onwards..
cos nobody will be helping me about tht..
No matter what stress or problems i am facing, i need to find my own solutions to cope with it..
And.. about my health..
I think i should go for a check up or something..
I don't think i'm that strong already after the operation..
I became weak.. and eventually... no strength..
I hate that.. I love outdoor activities.. but now i use to get tired vry easily.. sobx..
She told me to eat an egg daily..
to provide myself with proteins..
also, to take some multi vitamins and iron pills...

Guess i'm not going to school again today..

Cousin Shang was confirmed to be having MS.. (a kind of rare disease)

She had not been to school since a week ago..
It's vry pityful as there's a risk that she maybe handicapped..
She will not recover anymore..
I know how boring it is to be in the hospital for so long..
without having friends..
without entertainment and leisure..
But for now i still can't visit her yet.. cos my body is still very weak..
I may get sick if i go to the hospital.. and btw, it was the place where grandma died..
I hope that she'll be toug to face that in life.. although that will be hard..
Gambateh..

Guess whose birthday was it? Its yours.
Hahahax

I was worried tht i was unable to go to your house..
cos of my parents' mood.
Sorry for letting u to be quite mad...
Reached your house around 11 something..
surprised to see all those new furniture..
They are indeed.. vry nice..

In your house..
we chatted a lots..
laughed a lot too..
i gave you yr birthday presents..
hope tht u like them.. =P
and also, happy being 19.
U even wore the aLi tee i gave u.. =P

For lunch, we went to mc donald's in paya terubong.. it was 1.53 pm then..
its ok since im a fast food addict..
(too bad im having sorethroat right now.. sobx..)
pass by some assholes' houses on the way..
parked at the right spot n got off from the car.
we sat outside the restaurant as i was afraid of being cold..
staying inside an air-conditioned room made me tremble hard..
after eating.. it was already 3 something..
went back to yr home again to give yr bro his food..

Then, our minds were blank as we dunno where we should go..
Penang is so small..

shopping? it is so common.. i shop few times a week so its nothing special shopping..
redbox? just both of us.. boring
going for a movie? we can do that anytime..
stay at home? no way..
Penang Hill? Its so hot up there..
Beach? oh yea..

so we went out of the house..
n got into the car once again.. it was getting late.. (going to be 4)
i felt so excited.... ahaha
u brought me to lg first so tht i can changed tht tee for u..
i thought that u were bringing me to Island plaza or maybe just Gurney.. but..
we were actually going to Paradise Sandy Beach Hotel.. omg..
happy~
We spent around one and a half hour on the beach..
We walked to the private beach owned by the hotel.
U even wrote HAPPY BIRTDAY for yrself on the sand.. without a "H", so cute.
Really hope to try out some water sports but time really flies vry fast..
U said tht maybe we should try out activities like camping on the beach..
yea, good idea..
maybe some other days..

T_____________T
It was really a wonderful time being with u on the beach..
The sea breeze.. The sea water.. everything..
It was so sweet and nice.
After taking photos and playing on the beach, we went to a small hut to have some coconut water..
The Labu Labi and Family hut..
the coconut was extremely huge..
and u know wad.. it was the last coconut for us! hahaha

Piano Exam

i woke up around 7.30am in the morning and started to practice my exam pieces and scales.
it was surprising that i didn't even feel nervous at all..

Dad came home n he fetched me to the Copthorne Orchid Hotel for exam around 8.45am..
after reaching the hotel, we went in straight to the lobby..
the receptionist told us to go to the 18th floor as it was the venue for piano examination..
dad n i waited for quite a while in the waiting room..
i looked out to the deep blue sea to calm myself down..

And finally, my name was called..
i met my piano examiner from UK, Miss Susan Clark..
she is a sweet looking lady, with a pair of watery blue eyes..
i love her eyes so much! its the first time for me to see someone with blue eyes.. i guess..

the examination went on.. "smoothly" for 15 minutes..
n sometimes i couldn't understand wad she said as it was thick with UK's accent..
After the aural test, the exam was over..
OMG..
it was so fast..

did not feel like going to school so i stayed home..
- nee came to my house to do some computering stuffs..
-slept for HOURS cos of tiredness
-went to BJ with mom at night

=]
tdy i woke up around 8.30am..
feeling happy? maybe..
i packed my sch stuffs.. bathed.. n i found tht there was no breakfast for me..
hng!
i ate all the omelette left on the table n dad called. He asked me to prepare to go to sch..
i was really hungry..
den.. when i reached sch.. its already 10.10am.. lalalala..
went to b8.. n it was totally like an oven..
i was feeling extremely moody because of tht..

after tht the stupid civic teacher came..
she's such a moron..
her teachings sux..
n it ain't interesting at all.. n it was so boring..
i gt irritated n keep screaming for help.. haha. i even screamed "I HATE HER" during her class..
she was the one tht came in late, n yet she wanted to delay our time to 11.30am.. grr..
i felt like killing her.. i was so damn angry.
wen was waiting for me outside b8..
we went to find liming at the ttn centre and then... went to gaigai..

since all of us had not eaten any breakfast, we went to Tainan to mammam..
on the way, a malay saw us thought tht we r traffic polices n "buka saman" on him.. but we din cai him anyway..
haha.. it was so funny.
i ordered a bowl of udon noodles with a cutie fishball inside.. it's so cute..
=P
but too bad it made us bloated.. n i felt like puking instead of enjoying the meal..
we walked around..
n we saw qm.. sux.. big mouth..
went in mercury.. there's a lot of stuffs i wanted to buy..
one of it was a 2pm tee which cost ONLY rm26.90.. omg.. n its quite nice..
but bcos of insufficient time..i only manage to buy something for someone.. =)
i cant wait to give her tht thing..
we walked back..

We chat lots of things on our way back. laughing along the way.. n its kinda fun..

den.. when i saw wanyi in stadium.. i told her wad happened in da bus ytd when she was sleeping..
the phor tay mia really wuliao, n cheap..
i know she looks pretty.. but tht type of jian4 mia pretty so,
jian4 mia pretty= ugly..
n pua ke.. she tot she's cool.. but its so yucks to even look at her..
her sis oso.. vomit*
ill take revenge one.. hahahaha

during lessons, its so bored..
T____T
especially add maths period.. i dono wad tht laoyi was kapping abt..
grr..
finally, recess! din go to eat.. but js walk lai walk ki..
n saw pp tht im not suppose to see..
felt uneasy..

ponteng to wen's class after tht..
for a while nia.. cos she vry GUAI wana copy hw..
haha.. i felt rather sien during 2 periods when thr was no teacher in cls..
cos its hot.. n i cant sleep..

last two periods r biology..
saw my lou po! hahahaha
wished her happy birthday.. vry happy to see her anyway...
we chatted a little.. den everyone was looking at me frm the bio lab.. swt
cos im the only one tht was chatting so happily outside..
dono wad r they looking at pun.. siao.. din see before hior..

went to the toilet five mins before dismissual..
angeline scared tiok me n i screamed.. gai nia..
haha
n when im in the toilet wanyi poured water on me.
omg
luckily kena a little bit nia.. shit her.. haha

i walked with wen using another staircase cos we still kap bey liao..
=] ok.. ill go with u guys if u wana shop on mon.
i will always be available. yoohoo...

after i got up to bus. the kiap eh was beside me.
she was chatting with her friend abt boiboi stuffs..
n i found out tht she's so damn hiao.. yucks..
n now since she is currently HAIRLESS in da mean time.. it really made her ugly..
sux..
i hate boys in a way.. so i think she's hiao..
n she doesn't have taste in choosing bags.. no fashion sense.. boo
all the bags she used r imitations..
n i really hate tht..

after reaching home...
my mom n my bro were in the kitchen..
busying..
my bro wanted to learn cooking.. so my mom taught him.
both of them sot sot mia..
cooking fried rice..
for almost.... hours..
this was wad the maid told me.. hahahaha
n u noe y....?
my bro wanted to imitate wang dong cheng in ISWAK II