Thursday, January 26

The one that got away

Valentine's day would be here really soon.
And for Valentine's Day, Yu Ning has already got herself a Carlo Rino purse.
An 'in-advanced' present from her boyfriend, Eu Wing.
Guess every girl is looking forward for that day to come.
To spend that very special day with loved ones.
But not me.

Just a few minutes ago, I've posted a post on Mingli Bites.
And certainly, it would definitely piss you off if you see it.
What you didn't know is how I felt while browsing through the albums.
To be honest, I wasn't feeling guilty. 
But instead, a hollow breeze of uncertainty.

I know that I have to be strong enough to overcome this all by myself.
And to protect myself, it would be me to be the bad guy.
No doubt my friends would again be lesser.
Because again, it would be me who is gonna cuts all connections.
I couldn't be so selfish to regret it now.
It was my choice, after all.

You'd be freed in less than two weeks. 
From me. From that bitch who haunts you.
What more to worry, huh?

Sometimes,
I just wonder if I had just missed the best damn thing in my life.
Just because I merely couldn't take the pressure around me.
And what people expect me to be.

Baby boo, 
I'm so sorry for all the WRONGs that I've did.
And that I've hurt you.
This may sound really fake but..
nobody could replace all that you've given me.
Not even the life I'm living right now.
Not even, him.

Two days before Valentine's Day, would be February 12th...
Probably we wouldn never meet again...
I wish you, the best of luck.