Saturday, February 28

✖ 4 in one ✖

SUN
Woke up late again today.
Physics tuition on 11am.
with zhiwei.
just the both of us,
as usual..
=]

joined dada for the edu fair in PISA later on.
hmm.. saw CHOOT's photo.
she's currently studying in canada.
=X
where'll i be after one year later..?
???

4pm.
Tea-time at Domino's pizza!!
with someone...
weeee~
then,..
"someone" drilled me on add maths
and i felt as if i'm dying away.
it's so difficult.
=[
but.. thanks. winks*

*received a surprising call from yy at night.
we chatted quite a lot.
I'M HAPPY.
=)

SAT
no school activities today.
and i actually slept for 12 hours.
syok nya.
hearts my bed.
or
my "nest"
FRI
mummy jinghan was absent today.
miss her so damn much.

Also
it's clhs' cross country race today
and..
3 guys went to s5b before recess.
u-know-why.
nyahahahaha

stayed back.
Didn't feel like going home because of mom.
she nags.
all i did was acc leemei and babyjlan.
had fun larr actually..
rather than being at home.

THURS
Something happened during chinese class today.
everyone was like..
OMG
[jaws dropping open]

tan meng ee dug out all the books behind.
miyuki ran to snatch them from her and
she actually.. SCREAMED?
unbelievable.
and yucks.
we gathered all our "stuffs" and kept it.

and for the very first time..
My bare hands touched motorcycle keys!!
yay
yinyee allowed me to keep it till school ends.
she got it back from me while i was havin duty.
p/s: sorry for not closing the locker well.
i don't know how.
duhhhhh


Lunch with liming.
..CheEsy bUn...

While waiting for mummy,
someone passed by.
smiling..
but she considered me invisible.
I smiled to liming.
but then,
shed tears on the way home.

Wednesday, February 25

Wednesday night..

Three missed calls.
from the AsSholeee..

Sent her hurtful messages.
which left me.. 1% of regret..

and from now onwards..
stated here.. CLEARLY
the person named TAN WAN SING..
ain't my god sis
or god didi.
[yer.. disgusting.]
anymore..

It's tues again!

I'm so hyper in class today!
and happy!
we sat at the back of the class for almost 3 periods..
chatting with my mummy's frens..
yinyee, yunyan, hooimin and kash.
=]

but things weren't so fine after school.
after dutying, i went to the library with wen.
i tried so hard to avoid seeing her..
for about 3 or 4 times.
annoyed what.
=(
but right after evon pointed to indicate HER presence,
SHE NOTICED ME!!
and she's CRYING.
again.
wtf.
i had to ponteng bm club because of her.

yuchiou came later on.
we asked her to stop crying and go back to class.
but she was reluctant to do so.
she kept repeating that she wanna find yt.
and she even asked us to go outta sch to find yt.
Yt Yt Yt non-stop.
wtf.

then yeo eng sim passed by.
i was not aware of that ng choy leng following her at the back.
then, peanut ng's kaypo kuan come out d lurr.
peanut asked lots of ques from us.
and even asked us to go to the office.
F***
we helped her to cover up.
but she don't even know how to pretend to be sick!
arghhh..
and when she saw pn lim she even said that she was OK and felt much better!
F***
because of that chiou's hair was caught.
and me?
pn lim shooted me. and i snapped back at her.
but it made things worst nia.
cos that stupid pn lim keep creating stories.
somemore said that i'm CHILDISH.
wtf.
stupid pn lim even added:
"你们很有空ma horr,又“好心”ma horr,.. 去跟我去泡milo给她喝。"
that time i was really bey kam buan.
make a cup of milo for HER?
i'm not her maid kay.
wtf.
there's no spoon so i poured it out from the tin.
looked so DUMBBB.
and i dono which one is the hot water source.
so many taps k?
6 stupid water taps.
finally the gerli milo was produced and i gave it to her.
went back to the library to get my bag.
bm club had just ended.
sorry wen,
i had not intend to ponteng.

changed back my phone after that.
=(
the 4 months-no-see 6120 classic.
and after that my mood was swinging everywhere.
i'm partially sad, pekcek and calm.
all mixed up.
phoned and met up babyjlan in the stadium.
just for a while and leemei came.
=)
yay~

skipped house prac.
Jill skipped house prac too.
It would be so damn boring without her.
so..
i went to bakery with ah dear.
both of us sat there for an hour without really talking.
and she kept fa dai and refused to eat..
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
bought a fruit tart and a mini sized tiramisu cake.

back to school.
gave jlan her tart and she horr..
ate till like wanna vomit eh kuan. hng.
then that stupid pp came.
i did not know wad to do so i hugged ah dear.
and there she was, showing her innocent and pityful face, saying "SORRY."
sorry no cure.
yucks.

all of us went outta sch before the fire drill.
chatted with yuchiou.
and also saw someone wandering along the shoplots.
and i knew wad's gonna happen soon.
so i told yeou ching and eunice to look at that person.
nyahahaha.
i'm evil.
yeouching made a bet with eunice for that.
that person even tried to flirt with my beloved! wtf.
jeling-jeling manja
u wanna die izzit??

Goodall.
sat there and chatted.
no food.
but just ordered some soft drinks.
joyce called me from the back.
nyahahaa.
all in the sudden, THE GANG arrived.
with some tu kaos.
[someone told me that she hated tukao one ma horr..]

in addition of my bey syok-ness,
the red haired one kept looking at me.
wtf.
dig your eyes err, shortie..

Went home at 6.55pm by bus.

Monday, February 23

PICS of THE DAY
well
stayed back in school today.
practised dancing.
kinda simple.
and
thanks for teaching us, yiling ..

















Sunday, February 22

I love this!

Today i met a great new friend

Who knew me right away
It was funny how she understood
All i had to say

She listened to my problems
She listened to my dreams
We talked about love and life
She'd been there,too,it seems

I never once felt judged by her
She knew just how i felt
She seemed to just accept me
And all the problems I'd been dealt

She didn't interrupt me
Or need to have her say
She just listened very patiently
And didn't go away

I wanted her to understand
How much this meant to me
But as I went to hug her
Something startled me

I put my arms in front of me
And went to put her nearer
And realized that my new best friend
Was nothing but a mirror

Hectic Saturday.. Feb 21

went to school today.
Traning camp
and also..
caligraphy competition!
(my 2nd time in school life)
LOL LOL LOL

reached at 8.35am.
and as expected..
50 steppings
for being late for 5 mins..
with my NIKE sneakers!! wtf.

Tip-toed away from the marching zone...
and had breakfast with laicheng and wen in the canteen.
Then, up we went to the highest floor of block 98. phew~
liming arrived moments later cos the board needed her.
dengan penuh tumpuan~

My piece of work.
Yu wen's 3 in 1 geli mixed up.
[by three of us..]
DONE

Those form6 gina made our laughs unstoppable.
Their outlook were so damn funny kay.
As if they're thirteen instead of nineteen.

Left block98 around 10am.
back to carpark2 to fog-in.
and when everything ended, i met up with joyce.
she really looked diff.
winks*
Then, i went to carpark1 to meet up mokmok.
and someone flashed me with an evil smile. yer.
it was ong bee lay.
really wanted to dig a hole and jump into it lerr that time.
yucks.

Next stop:
Karaikudi Restaurant, Sea View Garden.

Had my lunch with mokmok till both of us were bloated.
I didn't expect that chettinad cuisine could made pp so full!
Spent an hour eating! gosh.
but most of all, i enjoyed my banana lassi drink.

The Menu

banana lassi drink
Nene food.


Following destination:
Island Plaza
bought hush puppies pants for myself.
=]

5th day of the week

Fri-
All lessons were boring today.
i could not understand a single word every teacher said..
~say hi to the coffin.

Met up with ah dear after school.
but unfortunately wansing who was crying asked me to acc her for a while.
Talked to her for 15 mins and she was ok, i guess.

Then,.. GURNEY!
my mind was DEAD set on the 2 particular shops:
1) Quiksilver
2) Studio-R

Went to Quiksilver first cos it's nearer.
Had a hard time choosing for clothes.
I bet the salesgirl's really patient enough to do such work for me.
cos i walked round the shop for about... XXX times??
and.. Roxy zip me up bags!
Black or grey?
Had a hard time choosing my bags again.
but anyway ah dear and the salesgirl suggested the grey one..
so i CHOSE it.

*Half price for the 2nd item purchased (Valentine's Day discount)
TOTAL:Rm219.85
[**regret for not creating the membercard though.
just rm130.15 away. i'm so dumb! argh.]

A piece of dark green coloured note was used right after i went into studio-R.
for Nike water tumbler.
I'm so in love with THE TICK recently. Nyahahaha.
JUST DO IT.
After shopping, we went back to sch by taxi.
ah dear was so excited cos it was her very first taxi ride.
teehee.
Nothing special back in school..
Watched pp dancing in the stadium.
Saw jlan dance.. XD
and the cheap lass popped her head into her stadium too. wtf.

Seeing you=seeing her.
which makes me sad.

Friday, February 20

Valentine's Day's gifts

Add ONs
Apex rose petals from dear mommy..
~I ♥ you~

Moody bear from wansing.
Thanks a lot.
~ Hugs ~

MOODY THURSDAY..


Everything was pretty fine this morning.
No nonsensical thinking.
I kept myself
as busy as a bee,
just like what i had told lee mei last night..

but..
things went wrong when school dismiss..
8833 drove passed me just like that!!
I was like.. wtf?
so suey!!!!

Called Mokmok.
No answer.
Called mom.
and she said she could only make it after 2pm.
=[
i'm.. ALONE.
didn't wanna meet my frens in school neither.
too moody to do so.
.
.
Instant noodles was my lunch
and.
.SHANDY???!
[ 1% of alcohol. ]
insufficient money for beer drinking.
what a pity..
.
.
During the one-hour waiting,
I recalled wad wen told me
and..
felt like as if i'm dumped somehow.
what more can i do?
continue worrying and complaing like a sick child?
i've to move on.
but just too reluctant to do so.
i'm so used to having u around.

Sunday, February 15

Precious times.. ♥

09:31pm, 13/02/2009...

"Andy (20) missed calls"
That was what i saw on my w910i screen after i left my phone in the room for quite a while.
Immediately, my thoughts were:
"shit* someone's gonna kill
me for not answering calls.."
The phone rang again and went dead.
That was when i looked outta the window and realised...
HOHO~
U'RE HERE!!

I flew outta my room to the stairscase which is actually just outside my room.
There u stood, hiding something behind u.
I can see u blushing in the dark and u handed me a bouquet of flowers!!!
At that very moment, my heart skipped a beat and i actually yelped outta joy..
I'M SO DAMN HAPPY!
Thankyou, dear.








We did not chat for long as i did not want mummy to realise my disappearance..
But when i tiptoed back into the house, mummy realised something wrong and checked it out. Daddy even teased me.
=[
Things were not so happy then...




















12:00
am, 14/02/2009...
Valentine's here pee-pal!
Opened the mini sized card you gave me.
I'm touched as i realised that i'm always so loved, by you..
After chatting on the phone
and wishing everyone Happy Valentine's Day,
i went to bed with the bouquet of flowers right beside me.

05.00am, 14/02/2009..
Woke up and dressed up for school.
This was only the second time i went to school by bus this week.
Mostly i couldn't got up and needed daddy to fetch me to school.
As usual, got up to the bus and.. oinkoink~ Zzzzzz
with Joyce by my side...

06.45am, 14/02/2009..
Reached school finally.
But i couldn't find my dear lai cheng.
She was no where to be found.. =[
so i went to filled up my bottle and dropped by at the counter.
Nobody there though. Said hi to wanyi. Haha.
Then i saw someone familiar sitting on the bench..
J...
I passed by and went upstairs to find laicheng again.
But she was not there.
I made up my mind and planned to acc J,
not really knowing exactly what to say actually.
Seeing her isolating herself wasn't really her personality..
and i guessed i knew why she was so moody.. because of someone.
I was relieved when she started talking.
She smiled when wei teng approached.
2 chocolates were given to her to cheer her up.
[but she dropped them onto the floor without knowing it.. hng]
laicheng passed by with hooimin later on and i knew she's gonna tease me pretty soon.
=S

07.20am, 14/02/2009...
Met up wenwen and laicheng in front of their class.
As expected.. I was teased.
They counted how many "people" i'm going to celebrate with today.
wen even peeped me from upstairs before this. Wtf.
SUKAN TARA started right after we took our attendance.
It was boring and i kept coughing.
Hate it.
Joined Eunice and chia chiu for a while.
The rest of my time were spent accompanying my beloved yeou ching.
Nyahahaha. "HUSBAND and WIFE"
Didn't talk much though.
I dono y i prefer keeping my mouth shut that time..
After the event ended, i walked around the school with yeou ching.
We chatted a lot. Dirty topics. HAHAHA

10.30pm, 14/02/2009...
RECESS TIME!!
liming and wen were already standing outta the class when i met them up.
and i met someone by surprise... xiao mei!!
i ajak her to go mumm mumm with me and she agreed. yay~
It was ages since we ever talked to each other.
since form2. I was rebellious back then.
I'm so so sorry.
Then, we sat beside leemei in the canteen..
Xiao mei left us after the bell rang..
I really cherished the 20 mins we had.
Next, "travelled" all around school with ah dear..
We talked so much.. and i even gave her choc as valentine's day gift.
Hee. Touched lerr...?

11am, 14/02/2009...
Did not join my classmates to Oxford's ceramah in the hall.
Went to training camp instead.
surprisingly, only 4 of us for form 5.
Wen, me, qian mei and tze teng ONLY.
We joined the form six girls and all of us sort of forgot how to march.
Nyahahaha. Who would wanna rmb it anyway??

Dirty talk with innocent yvonne at st john corner during the break.
She kept "yerrrrrr.." non stop nia.
It made me laughed and i coughed non stop. =(

Everyone gathered and we fogged in for one last time on 12.15pm, below sunny pakpak!
but thank god it lasted for only.. 10 mins???

12.30pm, 14/02/2009...
Back to S5E.
Wished my beloved mummy HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY.
=) she seemed happy. HEE.
Didn't stay long in class.
Joined wen and went to liming's class to crap..
Dirty talking again. And we laughed non stop.
HAHA

12.40pm, 14/02/2009..
school dismissed, finally.
Was alone after wen and liming went home. =[
Walked to 7eleven cos i'm supposed to meet up someone there.
But unfortunately, she went dating with her darling d.
phoned Andy.
still stucked in traffic jams on road near UHS.
sighed*

Suddenly, i heard someone called me out.
It was yu chiou!
I noticed icecream standing nearby but i pretended that she was invisible.
We chatted a lot and dear chiou even gave me a rose.
Fake one though. but i like it. Thankyou~
Sze wei saw it and wanted one too.
She was so happy when yu chiou gave her the purple one.
Her fav colour. =)
Ee wei was nearby and we made faces to each other while chatting. HAHA.
While we were talking, cutie noticed a mouse crossing the road.
Mostly i'll be very excited when she told me about her..
but it's different now.
Things changed.
All i replied was just a simple "owhh.."
den back to the topic we chat cos i don wanna get depressed over this.
She saw me and tend to say hi but i just glared at her..
And she went to find the cheap lass.. F***
I pretended that i was so into the conversation with yu chiou in front of her.
When yu chiou's mommy arrived,
i called out for my beloved mummy for accompany.
but too bad Andy reached and mummy sort of being paise.
I tried not to look at the her while leaving.
She was still with the cheap lass..
and I'm really hurt.

Walked along the main road towards Andy's car.
It was already 1.15pm.
Very late indeed.
Missed the chance to have lunch with Andy.
Andy went home after receiving gifts from me.. =[
and i spent the rest of my valentine's day sleeping..
how unromantic.
Zzzzz..
Many people were celebrating in gurney in the afternoon.
I'm excluded and i wished that i were there too.

08.30pm, 14/02/2009..
BM tuition with laicheng!
She continued to tease me. =(
Dear laicheng said i that celebrated valentine's day 5 times with 5 different people?
hng~
Throughout the tuition, we joked and laughed non stop.
The teacher couldn't even stand us.
Nyahahaha.

Something happened when i was about to go to bed.
Wansing called.
She cried and muffled words over the phone.
I barely know wad she's saying. Just guessing around.
Parental prob over love again.
=S
It somehow angered me when she told me that she broke up with yee tsin with an excuse that includes me.
SERIOUS TROUBLE.
how can she over-reacted like that?!!!!
I held back my anger and comforted her.
I told her what to do, partially being pek cek because of wad she did.
Eventually, she stopped crying and hung up to call yee tsin.
Andy called me after that.
We chat for a while and laughed the crazy one for her stupidity..
It's really brainless and childish for such act.
We ended our conversation and went to bed..
That's how my Valentine's Day ended.
It's gonna be replaced on some other days. =]

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE

Wednesday, February 11

Happy birthday YuWen~

Apologies to my twin,
cos u've been played around like a ball by EVIL us..
But hopefully you'd love all those surprises and presents.
We girls heart u forever!

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Firstly, Yuwen's a pity.
I shoot her nearly for the whole day, without "realising" it.

And lai cheng and i even asked christine to wish her this morning.
Nyahahaha.
Her very first surprise.

Very geli indeed. Laughs*


Add maths lesson sucks.
ewwwwwww~
Damn hate that si lao yi teaching me. tasteless woman.
I went to kebajikan and slept there during her period. booo sama engkau..




Pic of the day..
YuWen's birthday presents.
*spot both green and black coloured tees!
(It's from US)

Monday, February 9

My yesterday....


Happy birthday Jlan~
You're...  
seventeen!
[sorry for arriving late and leaving so early...]
*btw hope that u like that PADINI tee.
[ i chose it eh u know. ehehe]

Okay,
Dad dropped me at adventist hosp around 3.45pm.
For some idiotic reason. wtf.
Was there for about 15 mins.
[aaaaaaa....!]
I hate hospitals!!!!

Around 4pm, walked to gurney using the same old road...
and passed by the house with a golden plated no.9..
Liming's house!
hehehe.. guess what?
I heard someone singing in there~
HAHAHAHAHAHA

It didn't take me long to walk there.
Popped up in redbox to join em soon after that.
And thanks to leemei that sambut-ed me.
someone was screaming my name from the inside of the dark room.
HAHA..
it was pei qi!

There were lots of pp in there.
mostly were people from our school.
knows and don't knows.
zhao xuan was in there too..
didn't see her for a very long time d.
and some of em even came as far as...butterworth???! wow
No singing for me in there though.
*cough cough..
plus, i laughed my ass off while someone ended a song.
amazingly, she managed to reach the high pitch note!
big claps for you, DIVA.



most of em left redbox around 5pm and went back to the hotel.
But I went to somewhere else to searched for a "particular" shop in gurney.
and too bad there was no such service for me there. duhhhhh
=(
also, it cost a lot.

next, PADINI..
for jlan's tee.
fooled around inside, messing all the clothes.

i told the VVIP that i'll lao nua when i see clothes.
BAHAHAHA
=S

and then.. Quiksiver.
for the member card thingy.
As i've expected, "scoldings" from VVIP.
ended up with nothing.
empty handed.

next stop, g hotel.
met someone unexpectedly on our way there.
It was chai ying.
They crapped and..
I just stood there smiling dumbly, like a DUMMY.
Went into the hotel room for a few mins.
All i did was:
exploring the toilet, screaming in it and came out with embarrassment.
blushed*












Then, ...
Coffee Bean to quench our thirst for coffee.
ooo la laa...
I ordered some HOT mocha. my fav.
and i got a coffeebean card for only rm25.










*showing off~

Well, that was my last stop..
=(
Very sad indeed. No pics today. not even a single one.


Jlan's cupcakes..