First day of holiday..!
yooHoo..
i was kinda down since the morning..
cos i was so slow like a turtle and mom got fed up of me..
and started the nagging..
Then when she realised that she forgot to bring her hp..
things got worst in the car..
haix..

By the time i walked inside the school..
I was already vry moody..
Went to find lee mei to lend her my tugasan harian..
vry happy to see her, although we had not seen each other for just 2 days..
miss her nia.
=)
and she saw my hairstyle!
haha...
It was a little weird in the beginning but then i fell in love with it..
I don mind having short hair.. as long as it's nice..
Thanks to Edmund for trimming my hair for me.

The sms i received really hurts me a lot..
I guess i'm just being too emo..
I felt so bad and bey kam buan.
When i'm in the hall watching drama..
I could not concentrate at all..
I could do nothing.. cos i didn't wana siasui myself..
It was not yr fault.. and I knew it..
but... I js couldn't withstand the pressure and started dripping my tears in the dark..
right beside u..
i keep wiping and wiping as the tears rolled down..
and..
Good thing u did not realise it..
I did not cry hard..
cos it will certainly spoil my image..
I just ignored everything u said and remained steady..
All wana do is..
whenever u turned to me..
no matter i'm sad or happy..
i'll show u my happy face.. or js a simple smile..
I did not talk much cos part of me was already in the melancholic state..

Thanks for hurting me..
It made me tougher..

Happy to see something tht originated from the longkang when i was down..
I dreamt of a bunch of mice yesterday nite.. wonder y.
"funny"~

最近一直都看到你那么伤心..
自己也跟着伤心起来..

但，我却帮不了什么...
因为我与你见面的时间少得很...
所以，
对不起~

从以前到现在..
我们俩..
不管是在感情上面对什么问题..
都总是会互相听对方诉说，
然后，慢慢地..
开导对方..

但因为有“她”的出现..
我选择默默的离去..
离开有你，有她的地方...
[不管自己又是多么的寂寞...]

因为..
在我心中，你开心就好了..
朋友，对你而言..
不比“她”来得重要...

就因为这样..
我们的友情也就变淡了...


“她”

其实，我没有讨厌过她...

只是..
我不明白为什么她总是在吃我的醋..
一看到我跟你说话..
或是走在一起，
就大发脾气...
哭..
跺脚...

还到处“宣传”我的坏话..
在我的背后把我说得好惨好惨...

我到底做错了什么??!
我是无辜的....
我只是你的好友而已..
又不是要从“她”身上夺走你..
干吗要这样对待我？！！！

我忍了她好多年..
能让的...
我都已让给了她..
可是..
她偏偏就是那么的贪心...
那么的自私...
还越来越过分...

（T____________________T）

遇到这种人..
好惨

- 她告诉过我，
她想当我的朋友...
但每一次,
她都没有认真地说过..
只是随便说说而已..
每说一次，就利用我一次..
到最后..

我连"她”的信息都不看了...
电话也不接了..

因为“她”只是一个自私的骗子。

- 在我最失落的时候,
“她”告诉我..
"I'm also one of your friend"
可是,没到几分钟..
“她”就出卖了我.
这算什么朋友啊？
这种友情..
打死我，我都不会要...

- 以前的"她”..
一整天只会哭..
还一直要我安慰“她”..
那时的我，自己都已搞不定了..
烦死了~
但却因为可怜“她”..
在“她”需要人陪的时候..
陪着“她”...

这些...你应该也忘了吧？
自私鬼...
——————————————————————————————————————————

最近..
那个可恶的“她”..
深深的伤害了你...

本人是不会原谅“她”的...

但你...
你会接受回“她”吗？
你会听我说的话吗？

我知道我不是你老妈..
也没什么权利为你决定什么..

但我会尽我的本分..
一直陪着你渡过这段痛苦的时段...

其实，
我真的不希望你会这样继续下去..
让你自己受苦..
因为..
我不想看到你再受任何的伤害了...

[虽然你一直对我说:"她开心就好，我不重要."
但我还是很不甘心，
因为你没露出真感情，而我也知道..
你只是在逞强。]

tmr i'll be seeing u..
js hope to cheer u up..
i'll always be there whenever u need me..
friends forever~

The sentence written by you..

The saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you...