Siew wen's birthday celebration in advanced at Blue Reef.

Cupcakes from us.

We love you!

Life is not a mystery to be solved, but a reality to be experienced.

One glass of heneiken is something that I still owe.

Read this, W

Post number three.
I'm suppossed to write 14 posts on this.
Till 2 weeks finally passed, but everything's over now.
And I swear I'm not gonna repeat the same mistake.

So....................... hi!

I fell asleep early yesterday.

Had insufficient sleep two nights before.

And I've to admit, yesterday felt so nice.

Finally, I had not totally screw up. 

I was forgiven. 

And another thing is, mommy's getting me something soon.

Probably I'd get it by this weekend, super excited. Aaaaaah.

But I've to wait till the week right after this to come,

so that I can get everything done and enjoy the use of it.

Third.

Everything felt like it's back to before. 

Everyone's like a big big happy family.

That was during lunch, we met Natasha again!

Same place, same venue, same time, same people.

You're right.

I've to let go. I really have to or else I'm really stupid.
I'm so tired of trying to mend what that is already broken.
I don't have to explain for myself and I've got nothing to lose. Tyvm.

Read this, W

This is gonna be post number two.

It's 20th today. 

And last night was horrible.

I had an odd feeling that I used to have.

I had lots to do, but I was totally moodless.

I was so tired that I dozed off on bed and then had nightmares.

=(

I realized several things.

I trusted people so easily all these while. 

I cared too much about others' feelings.
I realized that it's impossible to take care of how everyone feel.
See, I screw things up by hurting the prior's feelings. 

Things would never be that same again ever since.

Jeff said that I should just ignore everything and move on.

And well, instead of worrying so much, being afraid of this and that,

why didn't at the first place I realise, and then put all the time and effort

on someone who's been changing because of me, trying to make things better.

At first I wasn't so into believing it, because of what that had happened back then.
But as time passes, I could see it already.

I took the past as an excuse when it's not.

And I did things in the wrong way, very very wrong.

I have no idea why did I do that. But I'm not gonna do it again.

I deeply, regret. And is totally disappointed of myself.

What a shame.

Read this, W

Dear bloggie,

I've no idea how to fix this mess.

Even if I did, I don't think I could gain trust.

I did the most stupid thing ever, just because I wanna hurt no one.

I was given the chance to explain for myself, but I ditched it.

I was given the chance to tell the truth, but I still lied.

And yeah, I screwed up in the end because of my ownself.

I deserved it though, and I don't know what to do.

Can someone please tell me what the hell am I thinking?

I had choices. I made them. I know what I want.

But I still cheated, and I broke my promise because I'm scared.

I cheated verbally. I hurt someone dear to me.

Which is the fact that I hate myself for the most.

It came back popping, bouncing back at me hard. 

Guess that's what called impact.

I'm truly sorry.
I really am.

Friday the 18th

...isn't an ordinary day at the classroom.

Look, it's a birthday card!

with 16 wishes on it.

Doreen made that card, yeah she's good in stuffs like that.

Domino's pizzas simply made our day.

SURPRISE!

Well, it's my first time though, organising the whole birthday thing.

Collecting cash, Calling to Domino's, Collecting the pizza 

and passing around the birthday card.

 Doreen's away to Genting and we've to celebrate still anyway, rite!

Obviously it phailed a little, because i've no idea how to surprise her.

Thanks to those who've helped, and I'm glad that everyone's happy!

Wheeee~

Happy Birthday, Yikting!
We love you.

Inside joke:

Yikting: 

 *pointing at the olives*

What are these?

Yongnein: 

They took my earring and cook it.

Yikting and Jiaki

Being sissy again.

That's so... Nick.

=)

My fav meat mania

Flaming tuna

Group picture 

*take one*

Group picture

*take two*

Chillax at Fruuze after class.
It felt so long since I last came to Straits Quay.
I miss it here, and I wanna come here again, anytime!

Nein's, Nick's and mine

Buds from college

And yeah, that's all for the day.

Nick stole my car pillow and brought it back home.

F*** him, he's gonna get it on Monday.

... if those 5 days were to be a lifetime, I would definitely want it.

English breakfast, from me

and little hippo bidding goodbye.

I'm really gonna miss you.
=')

You look as if you're in pain, dude.

Skipped school today.
Because I'm still coughing like mad, and it's V'day!
So I pampered myself, giving myself a day off.
All I did was sleep, sleep and again, sleep,
.... till 12pm

and had macaroni with my choice of cheese sauce.

I'm sick but still I went out anyway.

Pantai Kerachut

Didn't get to come here though, it's hot and it's a real bad time to hike.

But someday, I'll certainly visit this place, and the Monkey Beach.

=)

I'm so into nature.

You wouldn't believe that I came here, do you?

Lone Pine

I love Hammocks!

Blueberry yogurt at Fruuze

1st Avenue's elevator

and Kim Gary's Baked cheese and potatoes.

Woke up really late this afternoon.
Got dressed and went out for a movie date.
Had Chatime again before the movie and booo, Uji Matcha's not nice.

Had Curry Chicken for dinner, and then fried crabsticks for supper!