Babe,

I wonder how have you been doing lately...

Is everything good?

Sorry for not celebrating your birthday with you.

I had actually came up with a plan. Even discussed with Ryn about it.
But Eunice thinks that it was unnecessary since you haven't been appreciating the things I've done.

She was trying to protect me from getting hurt. So, I did what she said. 

Only that, I wished you "Happy Birthday".

Babe, I'm so sorry. But I couldn't help it.

I've gave in so much, and all I hope is you to treat me a little better.

But could you?

Never knew you could broke my heart into pieces.

But damn, I miss you so much.
So much...

I wish you'd know.

Babe..

终于，你选择走了.

你走后，我哭了好几天。

然后咧？有用吗？

还以为，我真的可以那么坚强面对。

可是我错了。

我不是铁质的。

我是人，我需要依靠，需要你爱，需要你疼。

我是多么想你，你知道吗？

What goes around comes around...

Something snapped me right back to 2010 recently.

Where the same situation occurred, and where the same feelings lingered around.

Felt as if a huge truck had just ran over my body. Not only once, but twice. 

All these while, I thought I have passed the test.

But I was wrong. So wrong.

:(

Felt like shit, lately.
And so alone.
Wtf.