It felt as if I don't know what to do anymore.
Here I am, sitting on my bed, typing.
I became lazy throughout the internship.
And now week one's over and I'm still in my holiday mood.
I'm sick. I don't feel like doing anything. My room is in a mess.
Visiting Novae kind of freaked me out.
And I wonder, if this career is what I've always wanted.
I have what people called the "Social Anxiety".
I have always tried to overcome this, but recently it just seem that I tried nothing at all.
I'm still that quiet Mingli, who doesn't want to approach people, who keep things to herself,
who rather express her feelings in words than talking/speaking it out.
What's happening to me, really?
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